NIGHTMARES!!!!!

ARGGGGH!!!!

The nightmares just keep coming. At times there is a long enough gap between them that I forget about what they're like, but like a bad penny, they keep showing up. My daughter's 18 month well baby check is coming up. I know this is what is triggering them this week. Her doctor works out of the same clinic and the same set of waiting rooms that my former OB utilizes. I know that I'm more on edge this week because I caught a glimpse of him through the check-in window the last time I was there.

I just want to be better. I don't want to be haunted. I want my dreams to be safe again.